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Friday, April 29th, 2005
7:22 am	YEA!! Well, I may not be able to spell grad-u-ate but I know I is one. I'm done with PLDC. Graduated on Thursday. I'm at the beginning of the four-day they gave me. When I come back to work one Tuesday I get a promotion to Corporal. Then I got to the promotion board in June. If I do well there and get max points and the points for SGT are still low in my MOS in two months. You will be talking to Sergeant Phillips. Isn't that some scary shit. Also found out that my unit officially stood up on post. We are now moving to a new "permanent" barracks. Where I will be getting an NCO room since CPL is considered hard stripes. Go me. Things are looking up. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Cold "13 ways to bleed onstage" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 18th, 2005
1:07 pm	Another Day in Paradise Okay, well I'm in PLDC (Primary Leadership Development Course) and have a chance to be around the internet. So, I'm going to try to start entering a lot more often again. We shall see how long this last. Times are okay aside from the fact of being in an Army school. I get to Des every Sunday for 12 hours so it isn't too bad. I'm learning a good bit on what the Army thinks about being a good NCO. Kind of a joke though. Nothing really I haven't heard before, only catch is that I've never really thought about it. It's time to internalize it and come up with my own leadership style. Back to class for now. Hope everyone is doing okay. Current Mood: contemplative (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 18th, 2002
6:26 pm	*SCREAMS REALLY FUCKING LOUDLY* AS IF LIFE DIDN'T FUCKING SUCK ENOUGH AS IT IS, MY FUCKING GODDAMN PIECE OF SHIT CAR HAS THROWN A ROD AND BLEW THROUGH THE MOTHERFUCKING ENGINE. I HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW AND THINK I WOULD BE BETTER OF DEAD! THINGS MIGHT BE EASIER THAT WAY. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: "Prison Song" by S.O.D....it was Dez's fault haha (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 11th, 2002
2:44 am	Ummmmm, Yea so uhhhhh. Well, it's been way to long without me actually writing in this thing so here is my entry: I really have been going at life a little to softly. I take way too many things in my life for granted and I know I shouldn't. I need to become more aggressive with my attitude and start telling more people that I think deserve it to "Fuck off!" I'm getting tired of being pissed on not only by people around me but by the work place too. I need a fucking job and I'm getting very frustrated with looking for one by now. Tomorrow I'm setting out to look for a job extremely hard. I will have a set place for a job. I'm not taking no for a fucking answer anymore. This is BULLSHIT!!! Well besides for my pent up anger the past few days have been pretty good except for the drama over at Reneas house. Which I'm not sure about what the hell happened. I hung out with Dez and we both had a great fucking time as always. I don't know what it is, but me and her meld together really well and whenever we get around each other no matter what the mood it turns into an almost guaranteed good time. Only problem I see, and I'm crossing my fingers that I'm not right, is that her boyfriend will not fuck her over. I would really hate to see her get hurt in any way. Ummm, yea so uhhh....that's about it for now. I guess I'll add another entry when I think of something more prolific....Or when I feel like bitching again haha j/k. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 31st, 2002
3:50 pm	Strange feelings and Good Friends Okay, this week has gone by fast as all hell...it's really odd. I feel unusually at ease for some reason. Even though I know I shouldn't be feeling like this. I could even go as far enough to say I feel happy and carefree. Now that just comes around really strangely to me because of all the shit that has happened to me lately. I guess this just goes to show that I am strong at heart, or something else along those lines. If anyone has a better way to describe it, please leave a comment. For the past three nights I have been hanging out with great friends, talking to some old friends and loves, and seeing a bunch of easy going people. I really enjoy all of our nights at Renea's house. The feeling over there is just so comforting. Every time I have left there for the past two nights I have felt like I'm on top of the world. I have realized that I do have good friends around me and I'm very proud and appreciative of that. I get this feelings that things are coming around again for me and maybe that is what is making me smile. Thanx to all of my friends. You really mean a lot to me even though I know I don't show it all the time. Each one of you bring apart out of me that is extremely special. I treasure each and every one of you and just thought you should know. If you read this and you get a feeling, or you know what I'm meaning by this, or it touches you..Then consider yourself a friend to me. I think I'm in love with living life again. I missed this feeling. Thank you world. Current Mood: thankful Current Music: Eminem - Lose Yourself (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
2:30 am	MY FUCKING BEJEBUS...I NEVER CATCH A BREAK!!!!! I don't think I will get out of this fucking rut until I get the hell out of Columbus. This place is nothing, but hell in a fucking hole. Well, as most of my friends know ALL of my electronics with the exception of my microwave got stolen last night. It is now my time to rant and rave..... FUCK!!!! THIS SUCKS ASS!!!! Alright...I feel a little better. I want to step up and say thanks to all of my friends that have listened to me bitch, moan, and offer support. Thanx...you've really been a great help. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Bathwater - No Doubt (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 27th, 2002
2:24 am	Man football gets you in shape. Well, for the second week in a row I've playedball on the weekend. This shit is really kicking my ass, but hey I'm getting into really good shape this way. I don't even hurt half as bad as I did last week. I can't wait till next week when I get to school ryno_v_6point7 like I did this week. He may have got a few shots in, but it's all good cuz I still fucking won. I remember back in High School and Jr. High I would always get picked last and was never really a real bigger player. Now that I've grown up a little bit and can keep up, I've actually shown myself and a lot of others around me that I am a force to be dealt with. Now weither they will admit that or not is a different story..but now the other team actually has to watch me and see what I do or else I could pull something out. It feels great for the confidence to do something that you couldn't or weren't known for when you were little. I have a lot of those types of situations. I fucking won everytime I was on a team today...Count em ryno_v_6point7 5 wins in a row...Gotcha! Current Mood: tired Current Music: Nirvana - You Know Youre right (Comment on this)
Friday, October 25th, 2002
10:41 pm	It's been a great day so far.. Otay, I slept until 4. I think that is quickly becoming my favorite past-time activity. Newayz...Last night was a fucking trip. We were having a great time. We even found a car and shit. WICKED!! We even did like a fuck load of singing while we were riding the countryside. Then my lil stoner mind kicked in and I came up with a song that goes like this. This is the blunt that doesn't end. Yes, it goes on and on my friend. Some people started smoking it not knowing what it was And they'll continue toking it forever just because. You get the general idea and what song that comes from..The best part is that it makes SOOO much fucking sense. Well after getting up I played on the net and talked to this one girl using my cam, cuz I found a usb cable last night haha. I got to see some titties...LOL. Then Amber ordered some pizza and I hogged out. We goofed off for a good while and then Jackie from NY called. That was completely unexpected. We talked for somewhere around an hour....it was funny as hell the whole time. She tells me while we are talking that she has like much money and wants to fly my lil goofy ass up to NY. I'm like in total disbelief that this is actually gonna happen, but I hope like hell the plans come through....Its gonna be very thrown together, but she is gonna call on Sunday and tell me what's up. I soooo fucking wanna go. I'm loving today..I don't think anything can fuck up my mood. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Oleander - Are You There (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 24th, 2002
3:33 am	YEA!!! I'm gonna get some B O O T Y ...fuck yeah. It's all planned out. GO ME!!!! I did two and a half white boy dances for this. I'm soooo fucking happy right now. This evening desipte it's rough beginning has ended perfectly! Current Mood: Happy as all hell Current Music: Green Day - Longview (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
11:07 pm	Dog tonight has been fucked up! Well, it seems I'm not able to avoid the drama in shit filled Columbus, Ga. I can't wait to move. I guess things did go as smooth as possible considering the tensions not to mention the fucking dyke ass police that were there. Andrew, I really feel for you man. I know that times are hard for you, just keep on going and there will be light at the end. I love you boy. As a side thought - Seems to me like I just need to masturbate and go to bed if I ever want this day to end. Current Mood: irritated Current Music: blank...which is a first. (Comment on this)
1:08 pm	DAMMIT!!!!! EVERYONE FUCKING STOP THE INSANITY!!! I WANT OFF THIS GODDAMN TRAIN FROM HOLY HELL!!!! Why the fuck is everyone I know about some drama. Even people I meet over the net are about some damn drama. WHY!!!! Oh yeah, I'm not referring to any names, so I'm not trying to piss anyone off. I'm just now becoming clearer about how everyone in this goddam lil world we live in is about some drama. It's driving me up the walls here. I want out of this small town and all the bullshit it holds within it. That's why I'm joining the military. I love all you guys that I call "friends", so this isn't aimed at anyone or coming from any of the past things said between people. So don't even try to relate them. This is just what is on my mind lately. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Silverchair - whole FreakShow album (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 16th, 2002
1:32 am	Who the hell are you to say anything? Ryno, Andrew and Jennie are'nt picking sides you dumbass. So don't even worry your pretty lil head about it. Oh wait, I thought you turned your back on the whole situation. Hey RYNO....Great job at failing again Mr. I live with my decision and that's my life. You can't stick to your goddam decisions. And I'm sorry, but they have a right to be in this just about as much as that bitch Anjelica does or fucking non-rent paying dipshit John alright. Now under the basis that I have no clue who Cheryl is and that she seems to be the only one that has a level head she is fine with whatever and I'm okay with her being in this cuz she is trying to guide you from making a mistake by fucking with me. I'm the goddamn bull you're reffering to. Now deal with it. And besides that, my side of the story is probably just as accurate if not more so then yours. So quit acting like a lil bitch, and shut the fuck up about everything and I will do the same. Oh yeah another thing. Think about this. I've been going to Jimmy Jacks way longer then you have. So, don't even try to tell me I can't go there. Motherfucker you ain't no one to tell ANYFUCKINGONE where they can and can't go. Get the fuck up off. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 15th, 2002
12:30 pm	ALRIGHT!!! Thats Fucking It!!! Well, since you're to much of a fucking pussy to say names. I fucking hate you RYNO!! You're nothing but an overgrown fucking child, you little sniveling bitch. You're the one that thinks the world owes you something. Awww, my wife is a bitch, no one will help me, I don't understand the things in my life. Fuck off Ryno...you put yourself in that hole the same way you're doing it here. You're too fucking blinded by your stupidity to see the REAL things happening around you. Now, when I fucking wake up and I have to hear about the stupid and pathetic shit you do from two separate people thats crossing too many fucking lines. I've tried to remain calm and deal with your retarded ass, but I've had about all I can take. You need to be put in your goddamn place. Look at the loser who is spreading lies. Ryno, you're more of a liar then I could ever even try to fucking be. Everything I say I have done, well dumb-ass I fucking have. I don't need to lie about the shit I do because I don't regret anything and I have nothing to hide. Just like I'm not going to regret or hide anything when you get what you deserve. Get that through your goddamn head, you thick-skulled son of a bitch. How fucking dare you accuse me of shit and then you turn around and do the same fucking thing. How fucking stupid is that. I'm not a faggot so quit calling me that. You and I both know that statement is far from the truth. You probably keep bringing it up so as to hopes that I will turn gay so you can have me. Too Damn Bad. I'm tried of dealing with your shit little boy. Just keep pushing me Ryno and I will have no choice but to stoop down to your level. Something that I told myself I wouldn't do. So, it has come to this and I hope your happy dickface. I suggest you back away before you get hurt. I am the one to do it and I could fuck you in soooo many damn ways. Because after all revenge is fucking sweet, and I will enjoy mine. This is what is running through my blood: Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is doing me in! Fuck it all! Fuck this world! Fuck everything that you stand for! Don't belong! Don't exist! Don't give a shit! Don't ever judge me! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this momentum is doing me in! You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Showin' you nothing, but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fucking thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move!!! Slipknot - Surfacing Current Mood: Shaking cuz I'm so pissed off! Current Music: Slipknot - Surfacing (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 14th, 2002
6:26 pm	Hmm..Ohhhkay Well, today has been kind of odd. I talked to April today for about 30 mins. I told her about my idea of joining the Army. That's a whole other topic. Then I got this bug up my ass of wanting to go on a road trip to anywhere. I just didn't care. I need to get the hell out of the house. I hate being locked up like this with no fucking money. BLAH! Well since I knew the idea of going on a trip was out of the question I decided to do something constructive. This lead to me cleaning the whole damn house. Yea for me...I've got a clean house now. haha I even cleaned the bathroom and disenfected the tub and all. I washed the dishes, swept, mopped, cleaned my room, straigtened up the living room and kitchen, took out the trash, just pretty much played house bitch. But I do feel satisfied so I guess thats good. On to the Army thing. I Got off the phone with the recruiter cuz he finally called back. I'm supposed to have a meeting with him tuesday at 3. It's going to be at my parents house. I hope everything goes good. I really am serious about joining. Oh yeah....I've been listening to some badass music all day. It's been interesting to say the least. A fly on the wall would have loved to see me jumping around, singing, and being goofy all day. LoL...That is if I didn't see him and kill him while I was cleaning today. Well I'm out of cigarettes so I need to go get some. Peace out ppls! Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: STP - Plush & Oleander - Are You There (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 8th, 2002
1:00 pm	Dis some freaky ass shit, Man!! *snickers* Okay, this weekend and part of last week has been really scary and freaky at the same exact time. I'm actually starting to see and feel ghost and spirits now. It kind of bothers me and I wish I didn't...less trouble. But, now that I am able to get a better feeling on things I'm not quite sure what the hell I want to do with it. I'm going to keep working on stuff like that and see what happens. All the haunted places we have been visiting are really exciting though and I really enjoy the crowd and the times we share...even if some of them are completely bad and freaked the fucked out. Moving on to other news. My mom called me this morning from work cuz she hadn't heard from me in a while. I guess I need to start checking in with her. I know she loves me and I'm the first child she has had to let move out of the house, so she is scared and worried about me. I love her too and hope to do her proud some day. I haven't seen Andy as much as I would like and dude I'm sorry about that. You are on my mind and I hope to see you tonight. We gotta hang out. Well I still don't have two things that I'm always used to having. It's STILL bothering the shit out of me. I need a JOB and a GIRLFRIEND!!! DAMMIT!!! (Okay, calming down now) Well, I'm getting tired of looking for both of these things, but I really do want both of them so I guess I have no choice but to keep looking. So onward with the search. Well lets see how today goes for me...Someone start wishing me some luck around...goodness knows I need it. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Vapor - Mixed by Dave Arwood...Good shit (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 5th, 2002
5:19 pm	DUDE!!!! Time to get freaked the fuck out! Mwahahaha Okay, last night was interesting. Five guys all piled inside of a car and decided to get completely freaked the fuck out. And well to say the least it worked. Man I can't wait till tonight when we get to that 12st St. Haunted house. Oh yeah, Ryno...I know you're gonna read this so get this. When I laid down to go to sleep I started hearing this weird kind of heavy gruggled breathing coming from the damn ceiling. I was laying on my stomach so that just completely fucked my head up. I rolled over and say a flash of something start sinking back though the ceiling. I think I may have brought something back. No joke dude. Current Mood: I wanna go Ape SHIT!!!! Current Music: Korn - Freak On A Leash (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
9:39 pm	I've now got the Internet by the fucking BALLS!!! I own the internet now. I have a connection at my house so I can get online any time I want to now. Do you have any clue how excited I am now. This means the updates are gonna be going faster and I can check my mail at home. I won't have to find a computer to use. This is going to be soooo much fucking better. Lord how do I miss this. hahahaha Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Techno music (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002
6:38 pm	Drama...Lots of fucking drama Okay....I've learned that life is always full of drama even if you try to avoid it. I've got a bunch of shit that is up in the air and it sucks. I mean it was cool at first not knowing what was coming up next, but that whole lifestyle is starting to suck now. I want some things in my life to be at least somewhat reliant. I thought I had a few certain friends that were what I would consider descent friends, but as it turns out they are all self-righteous arrogant little assholes. I can't believe that some of the ppl I know are actually sooo two-faced like that. I doubt the ppl I'm talking about will ever even read this, but that's okay cuz I'm not really even mad about it even though I know I sound like it. I'm more hurt by the actions these ppl did. I was just really fucked up and friends aren't supposed to do shit like that to other friends. It's really wrong on so many levels and I hope I will never turn out to be that screwed up. Ppl are lame and I hate fucking DRAMA!!!! It's bullshit! Current Mood: dissapointed and tired of shit Current Music: Nirvana - Muddy Banks album (Comment on this)
Monday, September 30th, 2002
8:28 pm	I've Got A Cow!!! I Rule. *Grins* Well once again, we were all out on our bashing type journeys. I love that shit haha. Well we rode by this house that had like a big mama cow and a lil baby cow that were made of cement out in these ppls yards. I saw it and the thought popped into my head of...."Must have one of those cows." So I mentioned and the crew was to chickenshit to get out and get it so we went on. We eventually turned back around and rode by that place again so I stopped this time and started telling the guys to get out and get my baby cow. They were like "No way dude!" cuz of how close the cows were to the front patio. So after a bit of arguing they told me to go get it if i really wanted it that badly. SOOO needless to say I got out and picked up my cow. That bitch was heavy as all hell but I did get it into the car and back to my house. Hence the story of how I have my own cow now. It's sitting in my living room now. I might need to clean it off a lil since it was outside, but I'm very proud of myself and the cats love my cow too. Well I hope everyone that reads this is having a wonderful life and will someone please find me a fucking descent ass girlfriend...haha Peace. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 25th, 2002
5:25 pm	Well, last night I got FUCKING SHOT AT!!!! I fucking hate drunk-ass rednecks that try to ruin lil city kids fun. We were just out having a lil bit of fun by smashing a couple of country peoples mailboxes. There's nothing wrong with that. I mean hell it's just fun, and I'm sure if anyone else has ever done it they would say it was fun too. So newayz, we saw this one big ass mailbox up on some cinderblocks and it was my turn. I jump out and hit it one time and it knocks it off the block. I then hit it again just for extra fun and realized that it's made of steel and those tend to ring your hands so I quit hitting it after I only put in one good dent. As soon as I jumped back in the car we hear "Hey, What the hell are yall doing? BANG!" Fucking drunk-ass shithead motherfucker shot at us with a damn shotgun. What a prick bastard. I HATE REDNECKS!!!! But either way it only hyped up the group more after we got over the fact we had just been shot at. Overall it was a great night. Peace out! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Last night- Pantera and lots of Deftones (Comment on this)